The Grey Office of Spiritual Numbness Meaning & Interpretation

"I had a dream about an office. I sat at a desk. The desk was grey. The walls were grey. Everything was grey. I looked at my computer. The screen was blank. I typed some words. They disappeared. I typed again. They disappeared again. People walked past my desk. They did not look at me. They did not speak. I did not speak to them. I drank cold coffee. It had no taste. I ate a plain cracker. It had no taste. The clock on the wall did not move. Time stood still. I did not feel happy. I did not feel sad. I did not feel anything. Then my alarm rang. I woke up. I felt nothing at all."