Pulled underwater: Repressed fears and hidden Emotions

"I was in the water with some people, but I don't remember who they were. We were talking about something and then suddenly I was underneath the water. I don't remember falling in. I tried to swim up, but every time I got close to the surface, something seemed to pull me back down. I could see the light above me and kept reaching for it. I wasn't thinking about anything else. I just wanted air. Then it changed and I was in a swimming pool, except the pool seemed incredibly deep. I could hear someone laughing nearby. I tried to shout for them, but of course I couldn't speak underwater. I remember feeling tired. My arms weren't moving properly anymore. I thought I was going to drown, and then, strangely, I stopped fighting for a moment. Everything became quiet. The next thing I remember, I was sitting on the edge of the pool, completely dry. Someone beside me asked why I looked so scared. I woke up with my heart pounding."