Snake bite in tall Grass: Repressed desires and numb Detachment

"I was in a field, or maybe a really overgrown backyard, and there was tall grass everywhere up to my knees. I don't know what I was doing there. Looking for something, probably, but the dream never told me what. I saw the snake before it bit me. I remember that clearly-I spotted it coiled up near a fence post, and instead of backing away I just... stood there staring at it. Thinking it was kind of pretty, actually. It was black with this pattern I can't describe now but I was really focused on the pattern at the time, like admiring the colors mattered more than the fact that it was a snake. Then it struck, and I felt it in my hand, and there was this flash of pain but it faded really fast. And I remember looking at the two little puncture marks and thinking "oh, that's bad" in the same tone I'd use for forgetting milk at the store. I started walking back toward a house, and the weird part is I wasn't panicking. I was just walking, holding my hand, thinking about whether I should call someone but also being annoyed that my phone was in my pocket and my other hand was full of something I can't remember. Then I was sitting on a couch (not my couch) and my hand was swelling, and my brother was there telling me I'd be fine, and I believed him even though my fingers looked like sausages. The last thing I remember is asking someone if the snake was venomous and them shrugging, and me thinking that was a really unhelpful answer before waking up. My hand actually felt tingly for a minute after I woke up, which freaked me out more than the dream did. "